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2010.06/04 [Fri]
♥My Focus
Byebye Car...
You are always there when I needed you.. The warmth you have given me.. The cool air you gave me during the blazing hot summer..
You sheltered me from the Perth storm 2 months ago..
Sending me to uni, picking me up and making sure I get home safely.
I am gonna miss you everyday.
You are always there when I needed you.. The warmth you have given me.. The cool air you gave me during the blazing hot summer..
You sheltered me from the Perth storm 2 months ago..
Sending me to uni, picking me up and making sure I get home safely.
I am gonna miss you everyday.
2010.05/31 [Mon]
明日が来ないように．．
くだらねぇと 吐き捨てても 変われない 自分がいる
顔を上げて 踏み出すしか ないんだと わかってるけど
誤魔化せないのは 悔しさの涙
邪魔させないから 俺たちの明日
強く 強く 高く 飛べるはずさ
最大に 地面蹴りあげて
ずっと
追いかけて 追いかけて
ひたすらに この夢を
大袈裟な地図はいらない
駆け出して 駆け出して
真っ直ぐに 道なき道を
がむしゃらな まなざしを
明日へ
情けねぇと 言われなくても 気付いてる 自分がいた
曲げたくない 信念（こころ）だけが 明日を繋ぐ まなざし
ありのまま 生きて 思い知る 弱さ
あきらめない事 信じ抜く事
強く 強く 高く 飛べるはずさ
何度も 地面蹴り上げて
ずっと
追いかけて 追いかけて
ひたずらに この夢を
とめどない希望を胸に
駆け出して 駆け出して
真っ直ぐに 道なき道を
譲れない まなざしを
明日へ
迷い 苦しみ 捨て去るなら 明日はないから
たとえ どんな 困難が 道をとざしても
いつかは いつかは 無限の空を 越えて。。。
ずっと
追いかけて 追いかけて
ひたすらに この夢を
大袈裟な地図はいらない
駆け出して 駆け出して
真っ直ぐに 道なき道を
がむしゃらな まなざしを
明日へ
７月のリョコウがやっと決定！
But I just bring myself to look forward to it..
すごく楽しんでいるんだけど．．
二日間の一人旅なのに．．．
歌詞の「たとえ どんな 困難が 道をとざしても いつかは いつかは 無限の空を 越えて。。。」
普通ってさできるわけないでしょう。。
How is one supposed to とざし the 道 when all one can think about us the 困難 behind all this!!?
その紙を持って最初の５分間．．is going to be hell for me..
分からないなら分からない。 PERIOD.
分かるなら than good for you..
I am so dead.
終わらせたい〜！！！！！
顔を上げて 踏み出すしか ないんだと わかってるけど
誤魔化せないのは 悔しさの涙
邪魔させないから 俺たちの明日
強く 強く 高く 飛べるはずさ
最大に 地面蹴りあげて
ずっと
追いかけて 追いかけて
ひたすらに この夢を
大袈裟な地図はいらない
駆け出して 駆け出して
真っ直ぐに 道なき道を
がむしゃらな まなざしを
明日へ
情けねぇと 言われなくても 気付いてる 自分がいた
曲げたくない 信念（こころ）だけが 明日を繋ぐ まなざし
ありのまま 生きて 思い知る 弱さ
あきらめない事 信じ抜く事
強く 強く 高く 飛べるはずさ
何度も 地面蹴り上げて
ずっと
追いかけて 追いかけて
ひたずらに この夢を
とめどない希望を胸に
駆け出して 駆け出して
真っ直ぐに 道なき道を
譲れない まなざしを
明日へ
迷い 苦しみ 捨て去るなら 明日はないから
たとえ どんな 困難が 道をとざしても
いつかは いつかは 無限の空を 越えて。。。
ずっと
追いかけて 追いかけて
ひたすらに この夢を
大袈裟な地図はいらない
駆け出して 駆け出して
真っ直ぐに 道なき道を
がむしゃらな まなざしを
明日へ
７月のリョコウがやっと決定！
But I just bring myself to look forward to it..
すごく楽しんでいるんだけど．．
二日間の一人旅なのに．．．
歌詞の「たとえ どんな 困難が 道をとざしても いつかは いつかは 無限の空を 越えて。。。」
普通ってさできるわけないでしょう。。
How is one supposed to とざし the 道 when all one can think about us the 困難 behind all this!!?
その紙を持って最初の５分間．．is going to be hell for me..
分からないなら分からない。 PERIOD.
分かるなら than good for you..
I am so dead.
終わらせたい〜！！！！！
2010.05/18 [Tue]
終わせたい．
I made a dream last night.
I dreamt that I was getting married to a stranger.
There were so many people at the church but I don't remember anyone. I think my mum was there though..
I don't remember much.. I remember the groom was standng in-front of me.. but I don't remember how he looked like.
I remembered I had this very strong feeling inside where I really do not want to marry someone I do not know! I believe the 1st time I met this "groom" was at the wedding..
Anyway, went to a dream interpretations site and looked up on weddings.
To dream that you are planning your own wedding to someone you never met, is a metaphor symbolizing the union of your masculine and feminine side. It represents a transitional phase where you are seeking some sort of balance between your aggressive side and emotional side. Two previously conflicting aspects are merging together as one.
Well.. I wasn't planning my wedding.. I was already in a wedding gown... but this was the closest I could find in regards to my dream..
Arranged Marriage
To dream that you are in an arranged marriage, suggests that you are feeling forced to do something you do not want to do. You feel that you have no voice or no choice in a situation. Consider how a waking situation may be making you feel voiceless.
I'm not sure if mine was an arranged marriage. But I know I did not want to get married and yet I had to.. So I'm gonna guess it was arranged..
Source: DreamMoods
そうみたいな状態だ。。
最近誰にも話したくない、何にする気もない...
できない。
ジシンが無い．．
色がない世界に住んでいるみたい。
I dreamt that I was getting married to a stranger.
There were so many people at the church but I don't remember anyone. I think my mum was there though..
I don't remember much.. I remember the groom was standng in-front of me.. but I don't remember how he looked like.
I remembered I had this very strong feeling inside where I really do not want to marry someone I do not know! I believe the 1st time I met this "groom" was at the wedding..
Anyway, went to a dream interpretations site and looked up on weddings.
To dream that you are planning your own wedding to someone you never met, is a metaphor symbolizing the union of your masculine and feminine side. It represents a transitional phase where you are seeking some sort of balance between your aggressive side and emotional side. Two previously conflicting aspects are merging together as one.
Well.. I wasn't planning my wedding.. I was already in a wedding gown... but this was the closest I could find in regards to my dream..
Arranged Marriage
To dream that you are in an arranged marriage, suggests that you are feeling forced to do something you do not want to do. You feel that you have no voice or no choice in a situation. Consider how a waking situation may be making you feel voiceless.
I'm not sure if mine was an arranged marriage. But I know I did not want to get married and yet I had to.. So I'm gonna guess it was arranged..
Source: DreamMoods
そうみたいな状態だ。。
最近誰にも話したくない、何にする気もない...
できない。
ジシンが無い．．
色がない世界に住んでいるみたい。
2010.05/11 [Tue]
The Fear is Here Again.
Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
I'm sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger
Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That he's here means he's never lost
As my life flashes before my eyes
I'm wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won't get the chance to say goodbye
But it's too late too pick up the value of my life
怖くて、怖くて．．
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